Here I am, being single again. The relationship only lasted 3 months. The guy, was my senior in KBU. He's a nice guy. Known to be notorious and smart. Helpful as well. Bottom line is, he's a sweet guy. Sadly things didn't workout so well for him, me and us. Directions and decisions clashed. From being acquaintances, crush, friends, good friends and girlfriend/boyfriend, we started to disagree with things and fight. This doesn't happen when you don't meet your other half often enough for example having a long distance relationship. The room for arguments just doesn't exist because the space between both parties are just to wide apart for any arguments to squeze itself in between the both. Anyway, I wrote something for him. This is what it sounds like.

Not Enough

They say that the river never dries up,

But it still happens on rare occasions,

My feelings towards you, felt so intense,

So strong, felt like it will never stop,

But, now I’m feeling empty,

My heart aches a little,

Not as much as it used to though,

I don’t know what to feel anymore,

Towards the relationship, towards you and us,

Love has always been there, but maybe it’s just not enough anymore,

Though the sadness resides in my heart,

I can’t find the strength and tear to cry for you anymore,

Like I used to in the near past,

Instead I want to smile and laugh,

At how foolish I’ve been, I fell and I let myself stay,

Thinking that you could be “the one”,

Hence I sacrificed what I did,

For you, for me, for us,

Life goes on and I will smile wider,

As I no longer have to watch over you and get hurt in the process.

 

By: Valerie Atkinson

Date: 17^th Feb 2009

          11:48a.m.

 

- whit3puppy

Isn't it cute?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ir2AiTwCZe8&feature=rec-HM-fresh+div ♥ Click on me

Click on the link, it will link you to a vid.. Soooooooooooooooo cute.. That's why I want a Yorkie so badly.. But, not so soon.. Maybe for X'mas or something as I'm still heart broken over Kimi my Maltese puppy that I only had for a night. It's a long story.. =(

- whit3puppy

Love is actually really simple. It's not complicated like the way everyone or most people state it is. It is only complicated when the individuals involved makes it so. For example, if you know what makes your spouse/bf/gf jealous/angry, don't la do it.. If you know what makes them happy, do it more. Another important thing is, compromise. It's very important and not difficult to do at all. Like understanding that you need space and some time apart. It's actually good and it gives room for improvement and growth for the both individuals involved in the relationship. The person that you are interested in now, in love with now, is the person you fell for at the start. The reason that you like them the way they are, is because of the way they've been from before you got to know them and that's what that attracted you to them in the first place, so don't alter the fact that they love playing sports or seeing they're old friends and what not. It's this actions and activities who make them who they are now, the soul that you love and cherish. Trust and Loyalty is another important formulae needed in any relationship. If you trust your other half, let them do anything they want like clubbing with a whole bunch of goodlooking sexy guys/girls. Cause you believe that nothing will happen between your spouse/other half with anyone as they love you enough to not hurt your feelings.

- whit3puppy